February 15, 2012

the time is now

hey guys. i used to love John Cena. Hence the title aha. Anyways so for one of my fifty twos i mentioned that I would like to stick to a diet and exercise regime so here I am, trying to do so. It's not so much as a diet its more of just organizing and being more careful when I eat. Pinterest (if you are saying 'huh' right now, open a new window, grab yourself a drink and get your butt on Pinterest!), taught me how to be crafty so I made a meal planner out of an old multi photo frame I had laying around. (literally it was laying on the floor behind the couch LOL). So now we can plan our meals for the week and it actually gets you excited to cook healthy meals. My worst problem is just deciding last minute what to make and you always resort to something quick, easy, and completely lacking nutritional value lol. (The power just went out!) 


Here is a picture of our new meal planner. Pretty cool, all it took was a frame, scrapbook paper, stickers, and a dry erase marker. That was our delicious Valentines day meal! Mmm. So anyways, thought it was a cool, and cost efficient idea and we won't waste paper trying to plan meals! Just wanted to share. 


So Valentines day, hope you were all wooed and spoiled. I myself received Lovestruck by Vera Wang and couldn't be happier. Go check it out if you haven't!! I also got a little crafty with my gifting this year. Adam is the MOST IMPOSSIBLE human being to buy gifts for. He never asks for or wants anything. So thankfully a video game was mentioned that happened to be released yesterday so I was in the clear, but he knew about it so I had to let my creativity shine elsewhere. So here is a little picture of his card; 
Yes i stole these paint chips from Wal-Mart, but I don't think they will be suffering from it. Anyways its cute, crafty, I got to be mushy and romantic yet still cool at the same time, and the best part; he loved it <3.    

As for the afore mentioned diet and exercise. I've done three days of Insanity workouts so far, today will be 4. And my body HATES ME. I'm so sore I can barely go up and down the stairs with the dog. But it WILL be worth it! And now that I've publicly announced it to the world (okay, well to you guys [and whoever you are I appreciate that you take time to read this]), I must keep at it! So wish me luck, and offer me and arm or massage when you see me lol. 



February 5, 2012

forever and a day

Last night while I was eating my kraft dinner and wieners I was thinking about all the things that I refuse to ever admit that I'm too old for, such as the a fore mentioned delicatessen. So here is my list;


-milk and cookies
-wearing my pajamas until noon or later on sunday
-eating the middle of the oreo first
-bubblegum
-popsicles
-sleepovers
-sleeping in a tent
-knock knock jokes
-putting chips in my sandwiches
-using twizzlers licorice as a straw
-hot chocolate and marshmallows
-roasting marshmallows
-singing along to the spice girls in the car
-making sundaes
-saturday morning cartoons
-birthday cake
-lip gloss
-shirley temples
-napping
-chocolate milk
-telling my pets my boy troubles
-playing loud music while cleaning my room
-bubblegum or cotton candy ice cream
-wearing un matching socks
-trying to avoid stepping on the cracks in the sidewalk
-saying cooties
-giggling


I'll add to this list as they come to me

you're just somebody that i used to know

hi guys! me again!
SO ... I love Pinterest! Don't even try to judge me because I know you love it too! Just incredible and I learn so much on there. If you don't know what I'm talking about grab yourself a glass of wine (tonights pick for me is Muskoka Lakes Cranberry Blueberry), google Pinterest, and enjoy! 


Anyways so my life is good. I'm looking at some prospective buildings this week and hoping to find my perfect spa location and start up on my own! I mean it's now or never right? I'm very excited and can't wait to have more to tell you! 


Ava has her FINAL puppy class tomorrow! She's getting to big!! Just love her :) I must admit I'm kind of nervous for classes to be over! She does so well there and she and I have learned so much! But if she does something bad I know that I have mondays class to talk to her teacher and find out exactly how to correct it, and I'm losing that! It's like my security blanket. Ah well, we will be fine and there are always more classes to take! 


Well just a short post from me tonight, I'm off to watch Adeles Live at Royal Albert Hall. And no, we're not watching the Superbowl... we don't have cable. Kind of sad actually. But thankfully I only watch it for the good commercials and the half time show... and let's face it, I hate Madonna. I do think it is time to get cable though... I mean I didn't even know what The Woman in Black was. Thankfully I watched the trailer on YouTube and am still having nightmares and will never, EVER be watching that film. Yikes! :/ Thank you YouTube for saving me from wetting my pants (or worse) in a public theater. 


I'm off to sing and cry my heart out !

January 21, 2012

keep in touch with your feelings

well official last day at the bronze is February 13... what to do, what to do. I hate job searching. It's so intimidating and then all you can think about after is whether or not you did a good job, and impressed someone enough to give you a shot. 


Speaking of giving a shot... I've started a new consideration chapter in my wonderfully indecisive life... Journalism school. I have 10 days... (almost 9 now, shit) to apply! I actually have no idea what, if anything, would come of it, but I just for some reason am drawn to the enticement of the whole thing! Why not, I mean I love to write, and ramble, and share my ideas or aspirations, so why not learn to do this impressively, and grammatically correct! Obviously every girls dream is to become editor in chief at Cosmopolitan magazine, and live in a high rise loft New York City apartment... but someday that WILL be me :)


Anyways wait about 9 more days and I'll tell you more about it. One benefit is that this would be an awesome addition to my fifty-two and then some! 


So beyond that, life is going well! Ava has successfully completed two puppy peer group classes now. And last class we were joined by another Rotti which was quite pleasing to the aviator (her new nickname). She can now sit, lay down, 'leave it', and 'watch me'. I'm a proud parent. 


I wonder what it will be like to become an immigrant... (yes I'm back to the New York City dream again). I think it would be similar, if not better, than what Heaven will be like, (that's assuming I get in... I heard that people with tattoos don't get in!). Anyways, I think there would be nothing better than never having to drive, always having somewhere to go for a drink in the middle of the night, have lattes available every block, and be able to always wear a dress, heels, and lipstick! I hope Adam will survive the city. He's so sweet and quiet, the American women will be all over him... I'll have to keep a close eye! I hope he decides to wear a suit every day.. yum :) 


I will definitely miss Canada :( If you're reading this Canada, I think you are perfect. I will never BE an American.. even if I live in a beautiful, $2800 monthly, high rise, loft apartment in NYC! I'm a Canadian girl at heart. Man I don't want to pay for healthcare.. crap. 


I added some colour to our lives. I made turquoise pillows for our living room not quite finished) and I got bright orange sheets and blue pillow cases and it makes me able to pretend I'm waking up in the Mayan Riviera every morning! Definitely feel more refreshed everyday :)


We had Chinese for supper tonight and it was delicious. I'm beyond uncomfortably full and there's a cold beer sitting beside my laptop pleading to be touched.. (maybe I should write Erotica after Journalism school [just kidding Mom! and Lynda! and Papa!]). So anyways there was a point to this.. I had already finished my blog, I thought, when I became stumped on a title, so I asked Adam and he suggested I open my fortune cookie and title it with my fortune. So voila! 

Well, Adam and I found 8Mile on Netflix so we're off to grab a cold beer and watch Eminem be angry! Love that movie! OH and P.S I got a tip today that a local hotel is going to be hosting a place for cooking classes so Beth and I are going to look into taking it together!! OHH and P.P.S... BRANGELINA IS PREGNANT :/ oh my. (and Beyonce and Jay-Z are filming a music video in space). 

January 11, 2012

and then there were none

So some of you know that I was putting in an offer to buy the tanning salon where I work. Tanning is very busy in the winter and Esthetics is very busy in the summer so it was the perfect combination for a successful business. Unfortunately someone came along and offered much more than I was willing or that it was worth. This has been a huge lesson for me though. I have spent the past 15 hours sulking, crying, and feeling completely inadequate. And really, all I should have done was brushed it off and said that my day would come.


Its hard not to put everything you have into something when you feel so good about it. This was by far the most 'grown up' thing I have ever done. I had the financing, a lawyer, and a business plan, and yet still come out of this being told 'you're so young'. Nothing frustrates me more than being told that. I was there for every single one of my birthdays and I know exactly how old I am. I don't believe that age has anything to do with how successful you will be at something. Whether it's owning a business, having a baby, getting married, moving across the country, who cares. If you feel like you can do it, then go for it! But don't put everything into it. Always have a little bit of fear in the back of your mind just in case it doesn't work out. 


I was so over confident about this. I had picked a new building to move it to, I had made a new price list, I had paint picked and lighting and ways to keep the current clients happy as well as recruit new ones. But all of this hard work just left me looking and feeling like an ass. Too confident. 


The worst part of it all is the person who beat me to it 'comes from money'. What the hell is that supposed to mean. I have worked since I was 13 and I have never had a problem paying my bills or being able to go out and enjoy my life, but I also come from a family who is modest. I was never raised to flaunt whether or not you had money, or to treat people differently based on their financial positions. But unfortunately that's exactly what matters in the harsh reality of the real world. You knowingly have money, you get what you want. And you can throw away money and over pay for things that aren't worth near what you're paying just because you have it and there's no reason for you not to. Genuinely giving a sh*t about something doesn't get you anywhere is what I have learned. 


Anyways I am just rambling on about this because I needed to get it out before it drove me crazy and caused me to start drinking in the morning. I am still determined to open up my own place but this time I will be smarter. I won't get my hopes up, I won't trust people, and I'll listen to the important people in my life who believe that I CAN do this. 


(and I would just like to thank my Grandpa [although he will probably never read this] for all his love and support, and his never failing words of wisdom)

January 9, 2012

stop and smell the roses

MONDAY! For those of you who read this, you know that that means Ava starts school today :) I am definitely looking forward to this! Hopefully she enjoys it and makes some puppy friends!

I'm watching a movie called 'Never Let Me Go' on netflix. It's a movie about kids who grow up in a small school community called Halisham, and are only made in order to be organ donors. They don't get to experience life, or love, or their first job, or their first broken heart. They don't get to decide what they want to be or where they want to live. They don't get to travel, or move, or meet new people. It is really an eye opener about how lucky we are. We have so much freedom, and we have so many opportunities. We can be whoever we want to be, no matter who that is. People respect our decisions, and help us to improve the bad ones. It really is amazing how far things have come!

Anyways, there is a lot of excitement going on in my life at the moment and I can't wait to share it with you when all decisions are finalized and things are set in stone! 2012 really is going to be a great year for me, and I hope it is for you as well! I just wanted to write a quick blog and let you know that I haven't forgotten about you! I added a couple things to my fifty-two's so check them out!


January 6, 2012

you say all the right things

On somewhat frequent occasions, I seem to have really deep conversations, with whoever will listen... (including Milo [refer to previous blog). So tonight for some reason I decided to have a total heart to heart with Adam about why we let ourselves fall so in love with people that we are just setting ourselves up for heartbreak when we lose them. I'm referring to everyone in your life, not just your significant other.. your best friends, and your pets.

My pets were actually the cause of this conversation. Ava is sleeping in her crate right now, with the door open, and she went in there all on her own! It made us so happy and proud! And then Rozzy climbed on my lap and tried to steal the straw from my rockstar (possibly why I'm having these deep thoughts lol)..like he does every time either of us has a straw [he even manages to somehow find straws that we never even knew were around] and anyways back to the point, that was when I realized that some day I will lose them, and they will never be able to be replaced. No pet will have Milo's snuggles, or Roz's growly meow, or Ava's 'ava eyes' (her personalized version of puppy dog eyes ... gets her kisses every time).  

Anyways this story, like all of my favourite stories, does have a happy ending. I'm not some dark, twisted, depressed young girl.. Adam once made fun of me about thinking the world exists solely of rainbows and butterflies. So I was expressing these immoral, heartbreaking feelings... and Adam, dear sweet Adam simply quotes 'well hunnie, it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all'.

And that, my friends, is why we let ourselves fall.

great..need a kleenex.

our funny farm

I would just like to start my blog today by saying that one of my lovely girlfriends is off to Australia today and I'm so jealous I could kill her. No not really, well kind of. Anyways I think it will be an amazing journey and an incredible learning experience for her! Not to mention a great vacation! She is my reason for wanting to learn to skype because I can't wait to hear from her and hear about how amazing it is there. I hope she travels safely and I hope that this is everything she hoped it would be and more!

This morning has been quite a morning in our house and Adam joked that I should blog about how difficult our pets are, so I'm going to take him up on that. First things first, I love my pets.... all my pets. They are beautiful, hilarious, and definitely a big part of my life right now. With that, there are multiple occasions per day that I consider throwing them right out the window! (we live on the second floor of an old school on a busy highway... I hope they read this and it makes them smarten the hell up). 

I will talk about them in order of their age which is also the order in which we got them conveniently. If you refer to my 'my story' page, the header includes a picture of each of them so you can put a face to the little terrorists! 

Milo- Milo is a large, male, orange and white tabby cat. Enough said really. I had a client once tell me (just a few days after getting him) that 'all orange tabbys are cute and bad' ... wow was she right! Anyways we adopted Milo from the OSPCA in July and he moved into our first apartment with us in Goderich. He was the cutest little kitten and just adored to be snuggled. And he doesn't meow, he coos... which used to be cute... Anyways so as you know Goderich was hit by a tornado in August and my poor little Milo was home ALL ALONE. So we will always feel bad about making him live through that by himself (even though he has no idea what happened and slept through the entire thing!). Milos most extremely annoying behaviour is his obsession with water. Yes, water. Yes he IS a cat. Whenever there is water in the water dishes, he finds it necessary to move the dish around, step into it, play in it, and move the water around with his paws. AND he always makes sure that he gets EVERY single drop of water from the dish onto the floor. So when you come to our house bring a few extra pairs of socks because this is a daily occurance. Not to mention the fact that Milo is significantly larger than our other cat and always just moves him out of the way of the dish so poor Rozzy never gets a drink! 

Roz- Aka Rozzy. He is our tiny little grey/brown/black tabby. We're pretty sure he is a girl with testicles. We don't think he was weaned from his mother because he likes to suck on blankets all the time, which is actually cute until you go to snuggle up with the blanket and its soaking wet. Anyways, Rozzy doesn't meow, he growls... he looks like he's meowing  but this small pathetic little growly noise comes out of him. Hilarious, unless its in your ear at night!. Roz is a very hard headed snuggler.. literally.. he comes at you and BAM he's in your face growling and wants to be snuggled. Pretty cute I must say. So my pet peeve.. (ha ha ha)... about Roz is that he is by far the biggest instigator in the whole world! He constantly provokes the dog when its time to sleep, or gets up on the counter when you're trying to cook something (which then of course provokes the dog), gets into the dog crate when she's out, (you get the picture...). Roz is also THE WORST food begger in the whole world. And to make it worse he eats with his paws (bizarre, you should see it), so when you're eating no matter how fast you are or how well you're paying attention, those little paws get in and grab whatever they can! Poor company! Roz also really enjoys making as much noise as he can while you are trying to sleep! He knocks whatever he can off the dressers or the counter... climbs on whatever pieces of furniture he can to 'see the shadows going by'...gets under the blanket that covers the dog crate to try and wake the dog up.. just ridiculous!

Ava- Ava is a 20lb rottweiler puppy (1/4 lab). She is just over 10 weeks and I`d say the bad is more than the good so far... but we love her. She barks at the cats if they are up higher than her... she grabs the cats by their scruff and runs around with them.. she CHEWS everything! Yesterday she managed to get a huge pile of stuffing out of our boxspring. She will sneak up to my ugg boots, look around, and then grab one and run like hell. She chewed my laptop cord which almost made me not be able to blog! Thank the lord for Adams computer! She won`t walk on the leash, she eats whatever she can find outside (stones, salt, leaves). She chews on the couch. She bites your ankles or your calves as you try and walk. If she doesn`t feel like going to the bathroom outside she just lays down and won`t budge... so you carry her to her normal spots, still nothing. So finally you give in because you`re freezing and people are staring. And 5 minutes later she poops on the floor! How exhausting. Oh and of course she tries to eat the cat litter! But she is doing extremely well at the housetraining thing, she doesn`t seem to mind being in her crate and she usually sleeps for about 8 hours at night so I`m a pretty happy parent. Definitely looking forward to puppy peer group on monday.

In the end, I love my pets. A couple nights after we got Ava and Milo was still hiding under the bed and ignoring us, I decided that after a bottle of wine I would have a heart to heart with him telling him that we loved him and he would always be our first born blah blah blah.. I actually ended up in tears (he fell asleep). Needless to say I haven`t had any wine since... but he has come out of hiding and become his affectionate old self again so I`m going to believe he understood me! Adam thinks I`m crazy....

there goes my boots! gotta run!

January 5, 2012

just a thought

Yesterday I received some compliments about my blog .. and I must say what a great feeling! I was simply just intrigued by the whole blog idea and thought why not just start one and see what happens, but to actually have people read it and compliment it is a huge inspiration! I've already started to really look forward to posting and working on my blog. Its a huge feeling of accomplishment when you look at the finished product once you've added another page or post! So just thought I would say thanks guys and I can't wait to see where it goes! And thanks to my followers already... cant wait to expand that list!!


Well, Ava starts school on Monday, thank goodness because I'm ready to scream. She is such a random pup. She doesn't seem to grasp the concept of NO BITE AVA or NO BARKING... yet when we come inside she promptly sits at the bottom of the stairs and waits for us to start walking and then she sits at the door and waits to be let in. And she happily sleeps in her crate at night so thank the Lord for that! I think school will be an enormous blessing... especially considering the size she will be one day. 


Saturday night is girls night and one of my best girlfriends is bringing over her puppy for a play date! I'm really excited to see how it goes! So far when introduced to other pups she just cowers or squeezes her way in between my feet and shakes! (this includes my parents toy shih-tzus... come on Ava hold your reputation!)


Last night while trying to fall asleep we could hear some really bizarre noises. We live in an old high school on the highway and our walls are PAPER thin! Anyways, I assumed Adam was already asleep and I can sleep through anything so I just pulled the blankets over my head and proceeded to go back to sleep. A few minutes later I hear 'do you hear that?!' (must have woken him up.. he's the lightest sleeper ever! [at least that means we won't get robbed]). So I answered him that I heard it and wasn't sure what it was... so his answer of course was 'it sounds like someones having sex'..awkward... so I tried to ignore it but after a comment like that jeeze... and then I kind of tuned in more carefully, 'wait a minute.. that's not sex at all!' 'Really, what is it?' 'ITS AVA SNORING!' hahaha our perverted pup. 


well I ran out of cream so I must go .. coffee is calling... 

January 3, 2012

we found love in a hopeless place

since my blog is about firsts, i thought i would talk about, and try and remember all the 'firsts' ive already experienced since meeting Adam. 


-falling in true, irrevocable love. this is it. 
-appreciating Jay-Z and Kanye West for their talents of being lyrical gods. 
-enjoying going to the gym, and appreciating how it makes me feel 
-looking forward to watching hockey on tv.. and with that, the leafs... 
-wanting to go to hockey games for date night
-owning two cats and a dog
-living with a lover ;) and paying my own rent
-attending the blue jays home opener (they won!)
-attending a maple leafs game (they lost...)
-travelling to a province outside of ontario (i'd been to the states and the dom rep but never to a different province)
-seeing EMINEM in concert! 
-falling in love with Lights. shes beautiful and undeniably talented 
-staying in a double fallsview room in niagara falls 
-going to the casino 
-become a scratch ticket addict... we're getting better!

January 2, 2012

'bucket list'

this is my ongoing list of things i hope to accomplish in 2012; some are Adams.. the obviously insane ones ;) i will edit this as things come to mind :) and i'm always up for suggestion... ! (i'm brave... to a point!)


-start a blog
-travel, atleast one place outside of Ontario
-learn to play nhl 12 ( i am not a gamer...at all )
-beat Adam at nhl 12
-go ice skating at an outdoor rink
-rent a bicycle in a beautiful city
-stick to a successful diet and workout combo 
-zip line ...(yikes!)
-run a half marathon (not me!) 
-road trip!
-make jello cubes (this was a huge fail! feel free to give advice !)
-camping trip in the muskokas.. with my love and Ava (she's going to take up the whole tent by then :/)
-see a band in concert that I've never seen before
-see a play with Adam (we've only seen plays separately)
-take a cooking, decorating, music, or boxing class
-get a half sleeve... and a first tattoo for Adam !
-try gelato
-have a 'potluck picnic' with my girls 
-host a dinner party
-take up a new musical instrument (bagpipes?)
-have a cocktail night with my girls
-take a trip through robin hood tours, either day or overnight
-try the new thai food restaurant in bayfield
-learn to skype 

first things first..

Well, I'm not really one for new years resolutions, but I felt there was no better time than the beginning of a new year to try new things. we (being my boyfriend and I) have decided to do, cook, or travel to a new thing or place once a week for the entirety of 2012 :) So this is my way to keep track of all our excitement, and be able to look back on the good times! 


I have always wanted to have a blog so why not add it to my list of firsts this year. I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing but I think I will get the hang of this eventually. 


So... today we bathed Ava for the first time... Ava being our 18lb female 3/4 rottweiler 1/4 lab 10 week old puppy. It actually went surprisingly well, she didnt freak out, bark, or try and and escape... and we both stayed nearly dry!...maybe next week we will try the cats... :/