On somewhat frequent occasions, I seem to have really deep conversations, with whoever will listen... (including Milo [refer to previous blog). So tonight for some reason I decided to have a total heart to heart with Adam about why we let ourselves fall so in love with people that we are just setting ourselves up for heartbreak when we lose them. I'm referring to everyone in your life, not just your significant other.. your best friends, and your pets.
My pets were actually the cause of this conversation. Ava is sleeping in her crate right now, with the door open, and she went in there all on her own! It made us so happy and proud! And then Rozzy climbed on my lap and tried to steal the straw from my rockstar (possibly why I'm having these deep thoughts lol)..like he does every time either of us has a straw [he even manages to somehow find straws that we never even knew were around] and anyways back to the point, that was when I realized that some day I will lose them, and they will never be able to be replaced. No pet will have Milo's snuggles, or Roz's growly meow, or Ava's 'ava eyes' (her personalized version of puppy dog eyes ... gets her kisses every time).
Anyways this story, like all of my favourite stories, does have a happy ending. I'm not some dark, twisted, depressed young girl.. Adam once made fun of me about thinking the world exists solely of rainbows and butterflies. So I was expressing these immoral, heartbreaking feelings... and Adam, dear sweet Adam simply quotes 'well hunnie, it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all'.
And that, my friends, is why we let ourselves fall.
great..need a kleenex.
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